Why
must this happen to me
Why is my life constantly torn apart at the seams
Why does nobody care
On the outside I appear to be happy
On the inside, I am dying, slowly but surely
My heart can't stand being torn this many times
It's breaking, and I can't fix it
Oh, God, please help me
I can't handle this alone, I'm just a kid
Why does this happen to me
I want to go back
Back to when my life was perfectly normal
Back when my family used to be functional
Back when I was worry-free
Oh, God! I regret saying anything bad about my old life
I regret complaining, I regret whining and crying
All I want to do is go back
Back in time
I want to be little again
I want to have this heavy weight lifted from my shoulders
I just want to be happy agai
It won't happen, it's impossible
Here I sit, in 2010, crying, and bleeding in despair
Dying on the inside
Tears trickling down my cheeks
My eyes swollen and red, and I can hardly see
Will the future be bright, or will it be dark
Oh, God. Please help me
I'm praying for your help
I can't take this pain much longer
It all just needs to stop
الثلاثاء مارس 02, 2010 6:37 pm
